The Vortex Called Life

Sucked in the quagmire of dirty talks
hard and direct can some be,
was one's happiness rested with other's failure, I thought!
the thought forced to be evaded, I fought!


Failures that never failed me 
left marks of hard reality at heart,
sparing the black phases of life I swam across,
the life so dark as the night sea or so it seemed,
nonetheless I saw the empty shore!


Pride I take, not letting myself fall apart
even when the best efforts tried,
scars that lie down deep inside, shalt not be swept aside,
not that anyone would know or care
I dread!


Insulted were people with the company I offered,
nevertheless I persisted,
sailing through days of tears streaked sleep,
I dreamt by!


Days now to have flown over
in wonder of how people have a memory loss,
some feigning an alternate face 
while I smile at them all knowing too well,
I egg on!


I still stand, tall and proud,
with the arrogance and determination, that never failed me,
you might never know,
with strength and tolerance you might never know of,
I still arise, above the rest
like a phoenix from its ashes, to prove and rule,
when I can only feel sorry about your Mighty Ignorance,


You would still Talk!!