what lies beneath

i got up this morning to discover myself at a place closer to my aunt's place... a place where there was this asylum.... ofo... i was one among them there... which complete insane ass brought me here?????????? i try to remember.... i am jus not able to.... i strain... my eyes watering in that effort i discover something... i realised i had a dream.....

well it was about the new powers lord venkatesha gave me some time back... wen during one prayer i asked him why so many ppl are suffering... and he appeared before me and said.... "okay... i give u the power to undo mistakes and cure sorrows of ppl... u try to save as many ppl as u want"... well what a strange dream... i wanted to check if it was true... i went out and took my computer notebook out... took out the page where i had written a program to which the system never ceased to show the pages of errors.... i jus' run my hand over it.... and i find that mistakes trying to correct themselves...... oh bloody gawd of heaven...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dream was true.........

okay... kewl i say to myself.... I AM GONNA SAVE THE WORLD...

with that i start my mission.......

but hw on earth did i end up in an asylum of all things if i was saving the world?????????????

oh............

i strain myself to remember when the doc comes in with his injection.... sheeeshh i hate needles........ i yell at him saying that i was not mad.... he looks at me with an evident smirk on his face which clearly said " most of them tell the same thing at the start... but eventually we turn them crazy..........." huh???????????? what on earth does that mean am still sane or have they turned me into a mimbo jimbo.... yiieeekkksss....... i pray to the lord.... oh pls... help me with this.........

then i remembered again...

that computer paper....... goddamn.........

i was in the exam hall to discover i was smug realising the fact i corrected all answers in my paper...... only to see my best buddy in the hall crying over the paper..... shit.... i pitied her....

i corrected hers too... only to realise that i had corrected answers for every1 in the hall.... wow...

feeling happy i get out....

the same happened exam after exam....

the dept heads weren pleased... well... i dint do a mistake......

i said to myself.....

i stopped gng to the temple or even to think abt him....

I HAD POWERS i said to myself........

and i tried to act smart.... getiing a job with exceptional salary and a nice place to live in.....

i forgot every1.... my frenz.... my parents.... relatives.... well wishers.... every1.......

i was on my own... a big name....

then it happened all of a sudden.... my own partner ditched me...

he branded that i stole goods....

that i was trading with the wrong ppl....

made me look like a complete fool... jus to take his hand on my company.......

even when i tried to make the mistake right... i wasn able to.......

thats hw i ended up here.............

i look up at the doc.... and ask him abt my partner........

he says "noone in this eternity is with such a name.... you never had a partner at all....."

WHAAAAAATTTTTTTT?????????????????????????

what the hell... i try to recollect his face... i am not able to....

i take my purse to see the pic we took together......... it is devoid of him....... dammit........

i try remembering........

i look at the doc again....

he is smug....

not worth the powers is it??????

whattttttt????

hw does he know that.... he injects me jus as i realise it was him the almighty....... i apologise to him when he injected me into the further world...

the world for sinful beings like me.................

goshhhhhhhhhh

i get up as some1 splash water onto my head.........

i get up.... not remembering the dream.... jus working as to hw to solve my computer program.... i bathe and stand in front of the lord... askin him... "why do ppl suffer........................

ethical development nonsense..........

hmmmm where do i start????

okay i will relate an incident... it is simple... i spoke to a guy and he used abusive language....

well thats because i gave him an honest opinion on a subject... well he asked for it... but he was pretty not the brave sort to take it i guess... and he started to damn accuse me of my character... as though he knew me that well... then i abuse him pretty much equally and was done with it...... what i really dont understand is.... guys... they dont like gals who got guts... and their ego comes into play.... and they can nvr take insults or comments without throwing it back on some1... why are guys sooo damn pussy?????? well not all guys are though.....

guys want gals to be forward thinkers in many folds... they want gals to think forward in speakin to them... have pre-marital relationships or even being infidel in some cases... why cant they take any personal comments frm a gal lightly??? in that area men are still men... they can nvr change... they think they hold the upper position in family, work place and even in bed.....

ha!!!!!!!!!!!! what egoistic ppl...... when women have come all the way and improved on every shackle of life.... cant the weak hearted guys??????

and ppl write books abt ethical development nonsense..... when guys start to devolop ethics from home.... every1 can be a forward thinker in their own way......

nuisance or new sense???????

well........

wat can one say when ppl in the name of helping ppl jus strew them into worser situations... if u are wonderin as to who on earth i am talkin abt then... i will fend ur curiosity... it is our metropolitan traffic rules.........

sheeshhhhhhhh

from the way they have drafted the new traffic rules.... me being a person well versed with the routes am jus befuddled.. disoriented and dazed at the way the roads have turned into a jig saw...

i am startin to feel that i would rather solve chemical equations to this... they seem to have a better solution... jus a week back i took my car out to pick one of my relative frm her place... the next day i take the same route jus to discover "TAKE DIVERSION" sign blinkin brightly in a horrid green colour.... squirming in my seat cursing the metropolitan traffic rules... detesting them completely....

i was under the impression that traffic was to help ppl commute easily and better... ahem... somehow it doesn satisfy both... it jus drives every1 crazy...

all the small roads are brimming with vehicles whereas the large and spacious ones are completely free... how can the govt. devise such a traffic program which is complete nuisance to the public in every possible way...

to public ears it is said that most of this is in favour of every big named jewellery and other shops... and also in order to reduce the traffic claims in roads adjacent to all the politicians homes....

so are they the only human souls who are allowed to live at peace of all forms????

ha!!!!

are all these changes gonna make any NEW SENSE or are they gonna continue to be A NUISANCE...