what lies beneath

i got up this morning to discover myself at a place closer to my aunt's place... a place where there was this asylum.... ofo... i was one among them there... which complete insane ass brought me here?????????? i try to remember.... i am jus not able to.... i strain... my eyes watering in that effort i discover something... i realised i had a dream.....

well it was about the new powers lord venkatesha gave me some time back... wen during one prayer i asked him why so many ppl are suffering... and he appeared before me and said.... "okay... i give u the power to undo mistakes and cure sorrows of ppl... u try to save as many ppl as u want"... well what a strange dream... i wanted to check if it was true... i went out and took my computer notebook out... took out the page where i had written a program to which the system never ceased to show the pages of errors.... i jus' run my hand over it.... and i find that mistakes trying to correct themselves...... oh bloody gawd of heaven...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dream was true.........

okay... kewl i say to myself.... I AM GONNA SAVE THE WORLD...

with that i start my mission.......

but hw on earth did i end up in an asylum of all things if i was saving the world?????????????

oh............

i strain myself to remember when the doc comes in with his injection.... sheeeshh i hate needles........ i yell at him saying that i was not mad.... he looks at me with an evident smirk on his face which clearly said " most of them tell the same thing at the start... but eventually we turn them crazy..........." huh???????????? what on earth does that mean am still sane or have they turned me into a mimbo jimbo.... yiieeekkksss....... i pray to the lord.... oh pls... help me with this.........

then i remembered again...

that computer paper....... goddamn.........

i was in the exam hall to discover i was smug realising the fact i corrected all answers in my paper...... only to see my best buddy in the hall crying over the paper..... shit.... i pitied her....

i corrected hers too... only to realise that i had corrected answers for every1 in the hall.... wow...

feeling happy i get out....

the same happened exam after exam....

the dept heads weren pleased... well... i dint do a mistake......

i said to myself.....

i stopped gng to the temple or even to think abt him....

I HAD POWERS i said to myself........

and i tried to act smart.... getiing a job with exceptional salary and a nice place to live in.....

i forgot every1.... my frenz.... my parents.... relatives.... well wishers.... every1.......

i was on my own... a big name....

then it happened all of a sudden.... my own partner ditched me...

he branded that i stole goods....

that i was trading with the wrong ppl....

made me look like a complete fool... jus to take his hand on my company.......

even when i tried to make the mistake right... i wasn able to.......

thats hw i ended up here.............

i look up at the doc.... and ask him abt my partner........

he says "noone in this eternity is with such a name.... you never had a partner at all....."

WHAAAAAATTTTTTTT?????????????????????????

what the hell... i try to recollect his face... i am not able to....

i take my purse to see the pic we took together......... it is devoid of him....... dammit........

i try remembering........

i look at the doc again....

he is smug....

not worth the powers is it??????

whattttttt????

hw does he know that.... he injects me jus as i realise it was him the almighty....... i apologise to him when he injected me into the further world...

the world for sinful beings like me.................

goshhhhhhhhhh

i get up as some1 splash water onto my head.........

i get up.... not remembering the dream.... jus working as to hw to solve my computer program.... i bathe and stand in front of the lord... askin him... "why do ppl suffer........................